Why do I need these mornings?

Getting up before the sun.
Why?  
Because it’s the only time I have that belongs just to me.
I didn’t even realize how much this small shift could change in my life,
until I tried it.

Is it easy? 
No.  
But it’s worth every bit of effort to learn how.
To start choosing it – consciously.  
Because when I wake up that early,
what I’m really doing is choosing myself.
I get the time I need  
to gather my thoughts,
to find peace and perspective within myself for the day ahead,  
to draw from my intuition and inspiration.

The quality I have inside me
when I wake my boys up with a smile,
already feeling whole and grounded  
is completely different  
than when I wake up at the same time as them  
and try to hold everything together at once.  
Them, me, my thoughts, the day 
it becomes too much.  
And in that rush, I lose that inner stillness and gentle distance, 
that sacred peace,
the one I need not just to survive,  
but to truly live the time I’ve been given today.

And that is what makes my day.  
That one difference.  
That small “sacrifice” I offer to myself.

Because when I am strong and calm,

I can create my strong and calm Family.

With emotions that vibrate high.  

Not – Perfect

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